I'm so tried . luke growing more hatful by the day. I thought when Holly & Alec moved out & left him here . Things would be getting better ... :( they are not gettting better . He wants someone that's going to let him do whatever he wants when he wants . That's just not how thing's are done between couples .I don't know if this going to work if he can't get it through his head that he can't have it that way. He doesn't respect me or care about my feelings . Yet he expects me to care about his feelings give him respect & do every little thing that he tells me to do when he wants me to do it . I can't sit down for a second . He always has me doing something . he can never get anything for himself . he always asking me to do it . He says he's sorry about some of this but I don't belive him . he just wants me to forgive him so he can go back on his merry way & do it again . He's already cheated on me once & lied to me more once . Oh yeah one of the reasons I liked him first off was that he didn't hit women . That turned out to be a load of bull. cause he hit more than once & punched me on more than one occian.
I'm happy now that Holly & Alec have moved out . Luke they left behind & broke all the priomes that they made him .He now sees how they really are . We are getting along much better .He is ready to come out in the open about everything about us to everyone. When he said that last night he made so happy. I got my diabilty & the back pay as well . Most of it gone now but it was well used .